It's true pple say that as we all get older, being happy isn't enough a reason to withstand everything anymore. I think we all used to be so ignorant about our surroundings just so we can love and be loved. We used to feel like we have the whole world under our feet. Everyone seems to be a tad more real and we can easily be ourselves. We all had a lot more fun back then even though we were broke and we didn't needed booze. But as a matter of fact time changes everyone and everything. What happened? It scares me as I start paying attention to the worries of my close ones. The things I nvr want to start thinking and the person I don't wna see myself becoming. But they all say it's inevitable. Is it?

I rlly hate growing up.

Jen's 21st @ MBS















Dl's Mums's Birthday @ Geylang






Neverland




Pepperoni Pizzeria 





Have been seeing these same old face every night for the past weeks, mainly for either birthday celebrations or just hanging out before another of our boys enlist. As for ytd, we had dinner at lagoon and some drinks at Mel's Place before Dz leave us for Brunei for the next 24 days. All these time we had meals after meals, mahjong, and lots of drinking, which thus explains my bigger tummy, deeper dark rings as well as the hole in my wallet. But I guess the fun & company nvr fail to make up for it all.

I realise once in awhile we'll start this meeting-everyday thing rolling again, and then everyone will be so exhausted with our screwed up body clock but really, I kind of enjoy it all the time. Can't help but wonder how all of these would change in a few months' time when all of the boys will officially be enlisted. More girly time I would say? Or maybe I should just take this period & start being hardworking again & go jogging.

Tmr's my first day of work and I'm dreading it alr. Still not ready to give up all these free time and night life. Ok, I shall treasure my last day of freedom by heading out to meet my petty best friend now before he starts whining again.

Xoxo

Hola! Not quite sure if anyone is still active in this space but if you're reading this, THANK YOU FOR STILL BEARING HOPES IN SUCH A LAZY BUM LIKE ME! Hahahha or maybe you're just rlly bored but it's ok! I shall take it as you're genuinely interested in the things gg on ard me and be proud & happy abt it k!

Feels like I just revived from a whole period of stress & crazily mundane life which you have no idea how much time I wasted everyday, dreading & thinking to myself - Why? Whether all of these are truly what I want and worthwhile. All those expectations I'm getting, they just roll up & haunt me at the back of my head all the time on how I cannot afford to disappoint. And then again, who's to say what I'm capable of when I'm not even sure myself?

 Well, but I'm still hanging in there. Just barely survived it.

I know I've left this space for quite awhile so to make up for it, I shall be hardworking & thus here's a rlly rlly long post w lots of pictures of my handsome & pretty friends okkkkkkkk LET'S GO!

23rd Monthsary @ ECP   Ivan's 21st @ The Clift  Ladies Night @ Avalon/Zouk     

Nana's 21st @ Grand Copthorne  

Evan's 21st @ Neverland  
Dz's & Hd's 21st @ Pepperoni Pizzeria/ Sin Rak Thai
My 21st

 Had one of the best birthday party with the effort of my love ones, waking early for all the preparations despite our late night the previous day. There aren't enough words to describe how thankful I am to have them around all these time, and I can proudly say that I had all the most important pple in my life with me that night as I blew off the candles, feeling like the happiest & luckiest girl. For once I'm thankful for the lies - those of you who told me you couldn't make it, you guys are my biggest surprises of the night. And of course a special mention to the main clique, all suit up handsome/pretty in pink which is a big big jump from the theme crashers they have always been known to be! So much love.

   2nd Anniversary  

Hong Kong

Time passes way too fast while we were having fun. Can't help but to feel empty after touching down even though a part of me misses home. We spent our days roaming around the city & trying our best not to look like tourists, communicate w our pathetic level of cantonese, eat like gluttons, getting amazed by the slightest things ard, fight over which side of the bed we get to sleep on at night and simply just crapping & laughing at each other. Too much cheap thrills & this boy nvr fails to crack me up. More often than not I find myself being too comfortable ard him that it kind of scares me a little, but right now I shall just be the girl in bliss & let him shower me w more love hehe!