They're so cute & lively that being with them for the whole of last night makes me feel like im 3 years younger again (:

Merry Belated X'mas!









I had a great time with the peeps who lit up my poly life on the 23rd. We had dinner @ Manhattan before laughing our night away with the companion of seesha, drinks, games and talks. On the 24th, it was countdown party with the usuals @ Nana's place. There was spaghetti, turkey, roast chicken, ham, chocolate fondue, brownie - practically a food galore! And then there was xmas party @ Aunty Elsie's place on the 25th before squeezing with the crowd in town with my family, while 26th officially puts a full stop to my string of x'mas celebrations. Kicking start was lunch @ Paradise Inn with Andy & his family, caught Gulliver's Travel and spent the rest of our night visiting all the xmas trees in town - AIM ACCOMPLISHED hehe!

That was our last day of 2010 for you.

Having been so used to passing time with my clique around in class saw me leading the last semester of school in such a lost. Breaking the ice & making small talks have nvr been my thing, or rather not anymore after being lucky for the past 2 and a half yrs. Now that I realise, I have been way too complacent with just staying within my own comfort zone all along, and here comes the tough part.

Time has nvr crawled so slow, it makes me dread classes even more. I feel alone in most parts of the day despite being surrounded with crowds of pple - all of whom I regonise but never spoken to. And I hate seeing myself trying so hard to mingle, so much so that at times I just feel like sitting alone and blend in with the walls. No more meaningless questions and answers. At least that way, I feel more like myself. But then again, I feel uneasy not talking. I need to talk, and probably have some hand movements or whatnot to feel alive. Because if I dont, I get the feeling that my jaw is gna suffer from some cramp or worst still I might just end up talking to myself like "ok im bored" and then the silent treatment.

See, now its makes me flaky too. Maybe imma emo girl deep down inside the shell? You can add me at emogurlxz_91@hotmail.com. Shall start drawing thicker eyeliner or slit some cuts across my arms to look more like one haha! Nyeahhh, i'm kidding.

I'm just too bored. So you may ignore the above gibberish.

HAPPY 7TH MONTH



Spent 3 days in a row with this boy, still not bored of it, and i guess i'll never be. Having him there, hugging him to sleep & waking up to see his face as the first thing when i open my eyes is such a bliss. I love him for so many reasons i probably couldn't finish listing out. Because however noisy & loud as he has always been, he still never fail to brighten my day (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GENE



Aren't you touched?! Hehe.
Words of advise: You need to go for some smiling classes!

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He used to be so chubby right! Want to pinch his face :D

Seriously gotta put in more effort & be determined about going for lectures, being punctual for school, start doing tutorials & all the work that would pull my GPA up. The first week of school was a failure. We practically just ran around canteens for all the food we've dearly missed hahahah and i hate it!

Nahhh, just a tiny little part of me actually heheheh.