Cant believe that today's actually a Friday & im spending my pathetic night at home. All thanks to myself for falling sick on my favourite day of the week. Anw, big thanks to bff Desy for accompanying me on the phone all the way from home to clinic & through the wait for consultation. I would have rot to death instead.

So after feeling nauseous for the whole afternoon, i still made my way back to school to meet Jo Maine Bao Zh & Joy in the evening, which was then proven quite a bad move since i seriously felt like dying every minute despite all the fun. Gave miss to dinner with my girls and flew straight home.

Oh, and thanks so much for the sour plum im still eating it right now! [:


WALAO AKK I LOVE YOUR CAM LEH HOW!

It feels so long since i've had a proper talk to Desy like this & oops, i found a dirty little secret! Hahahahhaha! Anyway, ytd was a really great day for me because of many reasons. And and and JO, GUESS WHO SAID BYE TO ME! :P

And today was plain madness. Jo Bao Akk Simone Darwin & i settled down at one of the void decks nearby for a series of Heart-attacks which feels pretty much like they've plotted to make me lose. No, actually they did! They just kept insisting that i level up!

So after two full rounds of evil laughters and me still surviving the forfeits, thank God, we escaped! The day went on with catching Inkheart with Darwin which turned out to be quite a nice one [:


Akk's ultra toyish camera!


TAGS REPLIES
XWEI: Crazy ar you! Lol!
QI: I nvr blush okay dont anyhow say! Tsk!
DES: Ahhhhhhhh! You ar!
JO: You slutttt! Hahaha because i cant possible let you announce that to the everyone right!
ZH: You evil ppleeee! (SHY!) Hahahhaha!

I didnt say it out because i dont wna talk abt it anymore. I just want to forget. Everything. We've been through this. You know my reaction. You assured me, i believed you. I dont know how to trust again. Its a matter of time, i think. What's there left for me to do other than pretending that its fine and im fine? I dont like behaving this way either. Yes i know you treasured our friendship & yada & yada. But do you think i have not? I took you as my best friend, told you every single bit i felt, & you know it. Im sorry i dont know what to do to mend this & it sucks having to deal with it all over again now. Thats one reason why i dont wna touch on this topic. Believe it or not, i feel the sting too, and tonight was probably one of the worst ever. Hopefully time really heals everything like you said.

I dont want this semester to end.

I have no idea why but Cny just seem to appear a little more moodless this year. Apart from the red packets that are shutting me up, i dont see much for me to feel the festive season since its still the usual house visits.

Life has been pretty awesome lately spending almost every min of school time with the usual clique, meeting up with my girls on friday as tradition, Qi&guys whom i've missed very much for dinner like finally, and Darwin.