Closure

It's midweek - something that I've gradually started looking forward to ever since I started working because time is always a little easier to get by knowing that the weekends are finally nearing again. So much changed since my last blog post. I got my first ever full-time job along w Jas & the friends I've made there while working as a temp staff. Now that all these new faces I see more than anyone else have become my only motivation every morning, I can only say life has been rlly kind to me.

This space contains my best & worst memories for the past six yrs irregardless of happy times or days when I got my heart broken, but I probably wouldn't write again in a long time, so let this post be a closure shall we?

XO

"2am is for the poets who can't sleep because their minds are alive with words for someone who's not there.
For the alcoholics drinking themselves into amnesia to forget someone who left.
2am is not for the lovers asleep in each other's arms.
It is for the lonely, the ones who are in love with the loved but are not loved in return."

I think I've almost forgotten how much I love reading.

Taking UOL exam for the 2nd time & with all my heart hoping that this would be the last. I really can't wait to get this over & done with, take my degree cert & move on with my life. Past school, past exams. For good. Each time I started working I find myself reminiscing how much I miss school, but this time I'm gna make sure I rmb how much I loath exams stress & nvr to say it again. What I miss is the time spent with friends, the fun & the slack old carefree days which in SIM, is nowhere near that.

Every day, in midst of keeping myself awake with caffeine & lots of junk food, I drift away with the thoughts of so much that I wna do after this. I wna have a good run, swim, a good drinking session & get high & drunk. I wna catch up with the movies & shows & spend some quality time with the ones I had to miss during these few weeks. I wna have a good meal & devour my all-time favorite sushi. I wna have ample amount of sleep to replenish the little hours I had & the late nights. I wna blog again. I wna have a good shop with my dearest shopaholics. I wna make up for my bad temper & brushed off dates with the ever so patient, loving & supportive bf of mine. I wna travel & have fun with the ones I love. And I wna get some good books & start reading again.

Fly away, May.

Life is gna be good after this.

Happy New Year Everyone!

It's scary yet amazing how fast time passes in a blink of an eye & I guess it's time we all learn to treasure every day and moment we've got here. 2012 isn't exactly a breeze for me but having survived through the 21st Dec 2012 End Of The World prediction which the world had their eyes on, all I can say is that I'm thankful for so many things in life.

The year saw me getting my key to freedom, turning 21 with the company of all the pple who mattered in my life & most importantly, in pink! You have no idea what theme-crashers my friends are and how difficult it is to get full attendance in a party but lucky lucky lucky me! And of course the many other 21st birthday parties lined up throughout the year. I've also successfully passed my first UOL exams which I don't even have the confidence to check myself & my bf gladly lied to me into thinking I didn't make it (and I believed) - How cruel! And then there's watching the boys getting enlisted one after another, as well as the girls enrolled into different schools/courses. I've randomly chopped off my long hair because I got bored of it one afternoon. First time having to go to the hospital besides visiting purposes & had my first MRI scan because of my prolonged hurting leg which I've yet to get my results. Started to keep track of my monthly expenses this year too and gave myself a big shock - I NEED TO STOP SPENDING SO MUCH MONEY! 2012 also watched me make a few new friends & lost some along the way.

But despite all of these, I'm thankful for the constants - my ever supportive family, my loving friends & my sweet sweet boyfriend. Sunday is still my family day, the clique still celebrates every special occasion tgt, friends who matter are still as close as ever & despite being an old couple, everything just keeps getting better between Andy & I.

In 2013, I will
(i) keep up to the very resolution that has been failing for the previous few years,
(ii) study hard & graduate from UOL, and
(iii) get a good job & kick start my working life!

I know I haven't got the time to blog in a long time so these are what/where/who I've been spending my time on/at/with lately:


XOXO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABYBOY Celebrated the boy's 21st at Aloha Fairy Point Bungalow with our favourite bunch of pple, all dressed in soccer jerseys. And for the very time our clique seems like a minority as we got so overwhelmed by his very very very huge family. Nonetheless, really hope he have enjoyed himself!

Just some quick updates here: So I have put an end to work @ Fedex and got my ass back to school. On one hand, I rlly can't bear to leave all the sweeties there but on the other, I know I gta get my priorities right. All the farewell hugs & talks ain't exactly making it any easier for me to leave, but I still did anyway. Very thankful for all the love they have showered me with over the past 3 months. It has indeed been a wonderful time.

Will update again as soon as I get used to this schooling lifestyle again k!

Till then.

Maine's 21st @ Aloha Loyang Seaview Bungalow
Yoketing's 21st @ MBS

2D1N Korean BBQ w the girls

Kim Hee's 21st

Harry Porter Exhibition

Friday Nights with Tilia

Date w babyboy

And another of our guys getting enlisted

Hey blogger, I have missed you.

Hopefully the above pictures are enough to compensate my disappearance for the past 1 mth or so but rlly, as much as I wish to turn to this space more often than I am right now I just couldn't squeeze out more time. Work is stealing my time away. I wouldn't exactly say I love this place probably very much due to the heavy workload, but the colleagues have all been rlly sweet and thoughtful and feeding me fat and round every single day. I feel so loved each time I find bubble tea, cheesecakes, pudding, snacks or whatnot on my desk in the morning / after lunch and even now I still do!

Can't be more thankful that I always meet pple who dote on me everywhere I go hehe.

Have been treasuring my weekend more than ever especially since I'm booked for all my friday nights by Tilia. That girl just can't get enough of me even though I'm alr facing her for more than 8 hrs each day! But boy don't it just always seems like we have so much to share. And poor bf has been complaining on my busy schedule and now I'm only his on Saturdays hehe. Promise it will get better in time ok!

Xoxo.

It's true pple say that as we all get older, being happy isn't enough a reason to withstand everything anymore. I think we all used to be so ignorant about our surroundings just so we can love and be loved. We used to feel like we have the whole world under our feet. Everyone seems to be a tad more real and we can easily be ourselves. We all had a lot more fun back then even though we were broke and we didn't needed booze. But as a matter of fact time changes everyone and everything. What happened? It scares me as I start paying attention to the worries of my close ones. The things I nvr want to start thinking and the person I don't wna see myself becoming. But they all say it's inevitable. Is it?

I rlly hate growing up.

Jen's 21st @ MBS















Dl's Mums's Birthday @ Geylang






Neverland




Pepperoni Pizzeria 





Have been seeing these same old face every night for the past weeks, mainly for either birthday celebrations or just hanging out before another of our boys enlist. As for ytd, we had dinner at lagoon and some drinks at Mel's Place before Dz leave us for Brunei for the next 24 days. All these time we had meals after meals, mahjong, and lots of drinking, which thus explains my bigger tummy, deeper dark rings as well as the hole in my wallet. But I guess the fun & company nvr fail to make up for it all.

I realise once in awhile we'll start this meeting-everyday thing rolling again, and then everyone will be so exhausted with our screwed up body clock but really, I kind of enjoy it all the time. Can't help but wonder how all of these would change in a few months' time when all of the boys will officially be enlisted. More girly time I would say? Or maybe I should just take this period & start being hardworking again & go jogging.

Tmr's my first day of work and I'm dreading it alr. Still not ready to give up all these free time and night life. Ok, I shall treasure my last day of freedom by heading out to meet my petty best friend now before he starts whining again.

Xoxo