I really gta start feeling the urgency to concentrate on my studies & stop being such a lazy ass already. Every single night before I fall asleep, I feel like I've wasted my day off getting distracted into every other useless thing & then I'll convince myself proper revision starts tmr. But they just never come.

So many pictures clogging up my desktop. All that tiny little icons w a big smile on my favourite pple's faces - they've always been my motivation & happy pill on the worst days! Having to watch them turn 21 one after another have nvr been more comforting, but I can't help but to realise how everyone has been trying to squeeze their parties into the poor tiny Saturday nights. Rlly miss how easy it was to meet up on a weekday, but now that everyone is either working or in camp...

Many many party clashes this yr due to these changes & it's so hard coordinating time, rushing from one place to another, & the worst of all - mismatch dressings! I have no idea if its just me but it always so happen that there'll be a celebration at a chalet & then another in a club & they just have to be on the same night! Which means I'll either be over-dressed or under-dressed for either one & I HATE THAT!!! Nvr fail to feel paranoid like everyone is looking at me & thinking in their head "walao come chalet need to wear dress one meh". IT'S NOT JUST ME RIGHT?! Always end up taking a really long time picking clothes on a Saturday now to avoid such situation even though it doesn't seem to help at all.

Okay shut up you insecure heart. Time for the happy faces hehe!

Rachel's





Siyang's @








Keathui's


(happily hogging onto my phone & playing Draw Something w my friends! Tsk tsk)








Clarabelle's








Des' & Mel's