Couldn't seem to be able to settle myself at the study desk despite knowing extremely well how unprepared I am for the coming exams & the fact that time is running out with my endless procrastinating every single day. Lazed off the whole of ytd's evening on redundant thoughts & finally realising how useless ranting can be at the end of the day. Nothing got better. The only motivation that has been driving me so far is probably the constant self-reminder I had at the back of my head that I'm riding on money for this degree cert. I just want to get this over & done with, provided things go well & I dont have to contemplate on those scary decisions I have long ago pictured out but still do not have the answer to.

Since when have studying became such a chore?