The weather is driving me nuts. I dont think I've ever hated rain so much even though I was never a fan of it to begin with. Have been struggling with projects in lab almost every single day and all the datelines nearing when, in the meantime, trying my best to hold my endless cough, sneeze & clearing of throat to avoid eyes watching me like Im a SARS patient. This sucks.

Above this mundane yet stressful life, January's been pretty kind. Attended Bao's bday bbq @ Pasir Ris & Yz's bday @ Bugis with the girlies i've missed so much. They make me miss school - the old times when we hang out during/after classes tgt everyday. And then there was Darren.L's bday @ Mel's Place & Wk's bday @ Clarke Quay with the usuals. Ytd, after lunch with Andy's family, it was my family's advanced CNY reunion dinner where everyone's eyes were stuck on the tv screen watching AI (aka the uncle show) while Andy was busy explaining to me the storyline.

Im leaving for Japan in almost 24 hrs time. So, have a happy CNY all of you!

The game of pretense is never hard to play, but I didnt like it. Pple who dont matter I just cant be bothered, and pple whom I hold dear the more I dont see a need to. Having to behave like what you're doing now, I see myself in the shadows of what you've always used to tell me you despise the most. But now, this is you.

Couldnt emphasize enough how much i wish this month would come to an end. Each time I made time out for fun, I'ld have to pay back facing all the work which are almost driving me nuts. And with stress coming along, all I did to deal with it was to eat, and eat, and still eat. Should really cut down on my chocolate intake - That starts tmr.

On the contrary, as time passes day by day, I'm scared. It feels as though everyone that I've spoken with lately would ask about my plans after graduation, which is still an obvious question mark. It scares me further when pple go on & on, telling me what they're interested in, what they want to pursue & all of which I have nothing in mind.

Dear diary, I wish March comes with an answer.

These were my last day of 2010 & first day of 2011 for you (:

HAPPY 2011!

Time has never failed to surprise me. It is yet another new year. I can still rmb vividly how I spent the whole night exactly one year ago, drinking and having lots of fun laughing at nothingness with my poly mates. I love doing that esp when im semi-drunk, just so yknow hehe!

So, i've decided to be greedy in making my new year resolutions! For this upcoming year, I wish for better health - both myself & the pple i love, esp daddy dearest. I wish to be a better person. I wish for lesser unnecessary dramas, and all of what makes up the downside of life. I wish for no goodbyes even though graduation is just around the corner. And I wish Andy & I would be counting down to new year 60 years ltr, eating Ice cream with our fake teeth on.

I was actually typing "I wish to be happier", but on second thoughts i deleted it, because Im already happy enough with all of you lovely pple around me (: