They're so cute & lively that being with them for the whole of last night makes me feel like im 3 years younger again (:

Merry Belated X'mas!









I had a great time with the peeps who lit up my poly life on the 23rd. We had dinner @ Manhattan before laughing our night away with the companion of seesha, drinks, games and talks. On the 24th, it was countdown party with the usuals @ Nana's place. There was spaghetti, turkey, roast chicken, ham, chocolate fondue, brownie - practically a food galore! And then there was xmas party @ Aunty Elsie's place on the 25th before squeezing with the crowd in town with my family, while 26th officially puts a full stop to my string of x'mas celebrations. Kicking start was lunch @ Paradise Inn with Andy & his family, caught Gulliver's Travel and spent the rest of our night visiting all the xmas trees in town - AIM ACCOMPLISHED hehe!

That was our last day of 2010 for you.

Having been so used to passing time with my clique around in class saw me leading the last semester of school in such a lost. Breaking the ice & making small talks have nvr been my thing, or rather not anymore after being lucky for the past 2 and a half yrs. Now that I realise, I have been way too complacent with just staying within my own comfort zone all along, and here comes the tough part.

Time has nvr crawled so slow, it makes me dread classes even more. I feel alone in most parts of the day despite being surrounded with crowds of pple - all of whom I regonise but never spoken to. And I hate seeing myself trying so hard to mingle, so much so that at times I just feel like sitting alone and blend in with the walls. No more meaningless questions and answers. At least that way, I feel more like myself. But then again, I feel uneasy not talking. I need to talk, and probably have some hand movements or whatnot to feel alive. Because if I dont, I get the feeling that my jaw is gna suffer from some cramp or worst still I might just end up talking to myself like "ok im bored" and then the silent treatment.

See, now its makes me flaky too. Maybe imma emo girl deep down inside the shell? You can add me at emogurlxz_91@hotmail.com. Shall start drawing thicker eyeliner or slit some cuts across my arms to look more like one haha! Nyeahhh, i'm kidding.

I'm just too bored. So you may ignore the above gibberish.

HAPPY 7TH MONTH



Spent 3 days in a row with this boy, still not bored of it, and i guess i'll never be. Having him there, hugging him to sleep & waking up to see his face as the first thing when i open my eyes is such a bliss. I love him for so many reasons i probably couldn't finish listing out. Because however noisy & loud as he has always been, he still never fail to brighten my day (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GENE



Aren't you touched?! Hehe.
Words of advise: You need to go for some smiling classes!

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He used to be so chubby right! Want to pinch his face :D

Seriously gotta put in more effort & be determined about going for lectures, being punctual for school, start doing tutorials & all the work that would pull my GPA up. The first week of school was a failure. We practically just ran around canteens for all the food we've dearly missed hahahah and i hate it!

Nahhh, just a tiny little part of me actually heheheh.

Damon: I need to say it once. You need to hear it. I love you, Elena.

A day @ home, just as i needed one, but still whining. Girls will always be girls, right.

Settled lunch at Sakae with boyfriend before he left me for one of his countless housewarming parties, yet again. So i thought this was a good time for me to finally start on Vampire Diaries 2! And there goes the day watching me get hooked up all over again, still cant keep my eyes off Ian Somerhalder (hehe), and poof! I'm done with all the 10 episodes! Now i gotta anticipate every week's new upload again. Ikr, we all hate this.

Yayness because tmr's 1st day back in school! And i miss school.

Time is moving like a bullet train, haven't i already realise that a long time ago? Really couldnt squeeze out much time for computer lately, not to mention even kicking start on Vampire Diaries 2. Can someone remind me how i used to have free time watching tv & chasing drama series? Havent done that for awhile & i miss it.

Internship @ Straits Advisors would be ending in merely 2 days time. It's so hard to believe that 3 mths have past. Feels like just ytd that i was finding my way to UIC Building with the help of GPS. Cant bear to leave this chirpy environment, but a part of me really want to get back to school soon. Yup, ikr. I hate being fickle like that.

The past 2 weeks saw me being as exhausted as ever, falling asleep the next minute im on bed & then having to force myself up the nx morning. C3 & Sitex 2010 really drained the hell out of me, but laughing things off with those girlies never fail to pull me through the day. Many many love for you bimbos!

And boyfriend made time out to be mascot at the shows so that we can spend more time tgt hehe. So thankful to have you, really (: