Happy 19th Chew







Hope you enjoyed gobbling half the cake down last midnight hehe!
Yknow i love you (:

And that was Weiling jiejie's wedding for you.

I know right, i cant believe myself that its a maxy on me. Did a really last minute dress-search @ town with the help of my girlies & just when i was all stressed up with nothing to my liking, i tried on a maxy for fun with their encouragements and turned out, i love it!

Anyway, work has started. As much as i hate waking up at 7am everyday, having to squeeze with the crowd on trains & walking like a duck, i kinda like what im doing now. Time is passing so fast with workload coming in one after another so much so that before i know it, its time to knock off alr. Company even had a welcome lunch for us today at some japanese restaurant, cute right!

Oh, and happy mooncake festival everyone hehehehe me love mooncakes :D

Couldnt be happier that endsem's finally over. I've been making full use of every single day because im afraid i would regret if i didnt after SIP kick its start on Monday.

To sum up my week, i had shopping with the girlies, mahjong with my poly favourites or DPSX + Yting, double dating(s) with Po & Mund, major weight gaining sessions @ everything-with-fries/udders-icecream/steamboat/dianxin with Andy, Weiling's wedding ceremony, catching of "Devil" with the usuals, and on top of all of these im actually quite nervous for tmr because its bro's bday celebration & i'll be bringing Andy along hehe.

Goodnight world, may tmr be an awesome day.

Right after the killer paper on wed, i was automatically switched to holiday mood just as if my exams are completely over. That was a longgg day. Girls and i had our usual sushi & a quick catch up before i left off for teppanyaki with Andy Evan & Samantha. Then i met Po as we talked for hours while lazing ard on her bed all the way until she fell asleep, and i ended the day sneaking out of her hse for overnight mahjong with Andy Desy & Yting @ Jen's place. Such a tiring but productive day, considering the fact that i got to meet so many of them in that few hrs after my period of mugging absence.

Then, thurs saw me secretly planning to surprise Andy @ his place which in turn, gave myself a big surprise instead. Or more of embarrassment i should say. Sighhh! Anyway, aside from double dating with Po & Mund, it was a bad day. I got scammed to pay $140 for, still, a non-colored hair. But im touched because they spent a few boring hrs waiting for me there & had to bear with my complaints throughout the night hehe! You guys are awesome (Y)

Was out the whole of ytd as well, having porridge buffet with the usuals, counting of coins (LOL) & getting all addicted to iphone games with Mel and watched the guys soccer at night.

Oh wait. I still havent start my revision for CAC paper?!

I know right, after much anticipation & self-excitement in getting my hair back to healthy jet black just a few mths ago, now im regretting on it alr. Fickle minded yet again. Gonna get my hair colored probably by the end of next week & i promise i will tryyyyyyy to stop spoiling my hair so much thereafter okokok!

I bet none of you have any idea how much i wish exams are over & done with by now. After every 15 mins of revision i'ld find myself getting all distracted, either by computer bed or planning for my 1 & only week of pathetic holiday before SIP starts. No, 5 days to be exact. Sighhh! I hope i'ld wake to realise its (nx nx) tuesday morning alr heheh!

As everyone else is probably enjoying the most smelly & disgusting food ever that i hate so much so that just by the thought of it i feel like my appetite is all gone - durian, i am all alone at home right now, down with headache & a little heart ache. And that secretly makes up a whole part of the reason why i dropped the idea of going.

Gave revision a break today for the fighting of emotions overwhelming my head. It's so hard to find the right words in explaining how this feels exactly, but trust me, you wont want to know. Everyone just kept telling me that i should evolve but no one actually reminded me of what follows, and i think i just proved all your theories wrong. As much as i hate changes, i slowly find myself heeding the advices which suddenly seem so pointless now. I wish i didnt bother trying in the first place so that all of these wont come pouring on me. So, is that right?

Most of you are probably lost in this whole chunk of gibberish but it didnt really matter, i guess? I hate writing such post which i havent been for a really long while, but it never fails to help me feel a tad better. Almost forgotten how this was like after being so happy & contented with everything in life lately that i should be thankful for.

Remind me again that i should stop being stupid.

On a lighter note, i got allocated to some finance firm in Shenton Way for my SIP and even though i couldnt stop whining about the pple who got into Chaichee Techno Park, a part of me is still relieved that im not alone. And in the midst of what seem like endless thoughts, daddy made me smile when he came into my room with a box of (my fav) egg tarts he specially went to buy for me. And that was probably the best thing that happened today.