"Dont be scared. Just cover yourself with blanket & think of me. Close your eyes" - that was how i was put to bed last midnight.

As sweet as you might think that is, i was really scared. I had mahjong with DPSX ytd night before slacking with the guys at playground, very much just like the usual days. And then after bidding goodbye to Siyang as i hear the engine of his car starting off, i see stains of blood that flowed from the top of the lift door i was about to enter, and i stood rooted to the ground for a second.

Contemplating whether or not to call Andy, take the stairs, or just get into the lift.

And so i did. With hp in my hands, i rushed in & walked almost at the speed of running to my doorstep. And then i remembered that i didnt bring my keys so i had to press the doorbell & wait for my dad to wake & open the door for me. And that 3 mins i spent in the empty corridor was probably the scariest time i had in my entire life.

I feel like im writing a composition to be handed up now but seriously, cant forget the sight, can you? Must stop scaring myself. Need to sleep well tonight.