You know what this means..

ME: (yakking abt being nervous for tmr's presentation)
A: dont worry lah just imagine them all to be mickey mouse can alr

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA WTF.

Feel like eating shaker fries now.

"Maybe the deepest part of who we are is what scares us or breaks our hearts, and we don't want to share that with anyone. And when we do, we don't want to lose these people"


Teoheng with the girls after school today was very much like turning the small cosy room into a club where we maximise the volume of the songs, singing, jumping, and dancing around like some crazy girls who lost their minds. I dont even know how i can join them going mad when im alr having such a bad cramp lor, but it was sure lots of fun with them around (:

Sorry for all of these, i guess i dont know what to say other than sorry. Maybe since so long ago i've alr been used to talking to you this way, or was it because watching your actions the past few months have made me set my impression of you, more than once i've realised i cant even talk to you properly. And i've told you honestly that i cant trust you at all. Last night was a long one. So much happened, i felt what i thought was long gone & much more mixture of emotions. I see myself talking to everyone else but you. And that was when i know i should make you stop, so i did. But thankyou for everything. The coffee when im busy rushing projects, yogurt, waiting till so late to send me home & then missing your last bus, those random essay-like msges, how you remembered every single detail on our very first date, even my nail color, and everything else that never fails to touch me from time to time.

You'll find a better someone.

Came to class with every urge to rant on how long i had to queue for the bus, which was why im late again. But upon seeing my favourite strawberry HL milk ready bought for me, i just shut up & gulp it down like a happy girl already hahahhaaha. Aww, that was so sweet of you (:

Hahahahhaa i just accidentally sent an sms to Xin's hse phone instead or her hp! And since i was damn curious what would happen, i forward the same msg to my own hse phone, and guess what?

The computed voice read "POO. I just realised that i've got test in ASS-SEE-HAGE TEE-EMM-ARRR till six. Will fly down to your HAGE-ASS-EE after that okay" in a very stern voice hahahhahahahhahah & i even proceeded to press 1 for repeat.

Need to stop laughing & get myself back to ASS-TEE-EW-DEE-WHY hehe!

"The best thing you can ever do for me when I'm feeling down is just to say - Tell me what's wrong. It might be hard for me to do, but keep asking. Because I really want to tell you, I just need you to ask"

Updates:

- Mahjong with alan samuel & bak

- Sentosa with Maine Jo Akk Joy Denise & Bao

- Maine stayed over with vodka, nuts, greentea, poker & htht

- Countless project meetings

- 85 with Jh

- Gobbling a whole tub of icecream with Shawn & Bao

- Kbox with Maine, CFC & girlies

- Chomp chomp with poly mates

- Tanning/Shopping with Desy & Nana

Who wouldnt love days like this? :D

Happy Eighteenth Edmund!

Friday saw Maine & i having a romantic date at Tampines, tanning shopping eating & laughing our lungs out the whole noon. It feels so nice taking a short break from school like this. And then we had Jeet picking us up & driving us to chomp chomp for dinner tgt with Yz, Johnson, Nat, Kt & Hc. Really miss 1A05. Anyway, yayness to more & more friends passing their license! Then we had l4d, overnight mahjong, and all the random talks which lasted till 9am.

Feeling all sleepy & lethargic, i still managed to kick myself out of bed for Edmund's bday celebration. Had Thai Express tgt before catching Harry Potter & the half-blood prince, and finally we landed at the same spot at Eastcoast for drinking & all the usual games. Feel so much like a zombie but it was lots of fun (:

Cant believe weekend is over just in a blink of an eye. Dread school.

MAINE'S EIGHTEENTH @ CASH STUDIO

SENTOSA

Love them much (:

MTV Shows

Ever since i was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine.
And i just want to say i love you, so much - Paris Jackson

I dont know why after everything you'ld still feel that im insisting on my rights, that you're the only one feeling all the pain. Im really sorry for everything that i've made you gone through all these while & for being such a lousy gf. It hurts just as bad for me, and you have no idea how hurtful your words are. I hate pple who take things for granted, but time has made me realise that i'm actually doing the same. I did not regret loving you at all, and i would not. I dont know what made you conclude that, but i think i have explained enough. You'ld probably be hating me now for being so selfish all over again.

If time could reverse i'ld still choose to love you.

Best friend told me: "Dont listen to your heart. Listen to your mind instead, because pple often listen to their heart till it gets broken so many times".

I used to disagree, but havent everything just proved this right.