Im so tired of feeling this way. Words always come so easy when im telling them to my friends, yet its so difficult to practice what i preach. Sorry that i cant give you what you want, and thankyou for everything that you have done to try & make this work out. As much as i wish for time to stop at one mth ago when things were so perfect for us, i'm putting an end to this alr. Guess i've heard enough on how the girls have always been telling me that they like seeing us tgt & all, and the book you wrote for me on how we'll spent the next few years tgt, suddenly it all didnt make much sense now. I dont know why you always felt like i didnt care, that im not putting in any effort. Believe it or not, this is hurting me as much as it does for you. Well okay, takecare of yourself.